.This is just like the other days..Im not sad, but I'm not totally happy.
What can I call to this kind of feeling.? fair..so this is what I call a "FAIR DAY."
Sometimes, i get stressed and pressured in many things that I must do here at work,
and there are also lot of times where I'm not really doing things related to work even it is working hours.
Those times are when I am chatting, laughing, surfing in the net and imagining things, which is time that I must work.
But optimistically speaking, I see to it that before I waste hours of work, I finish those things that must be done.!
Hehe I think I am being defensive.".)
I just want to express my emotions at this moment thats why I'm writing in here, when I first started and make this kind of thing they've called "Blog", they mention that this is some kind of a diary. So this is what I am doing making my diary in here. But what if somebody read it.? So I think I must also be careful in things that i will share.
Going back to the fairness of time.. I come to the decision that I will not going to do such things again, you know, using office hours in things that is not related to work. (but im doing it right now. hehe.")
And when I didn't obey to this rule I have punishment.!
I will hug one of my churchmate. His name is..._ _ _ _ . hehe (just brotherly hug)
And because I am not that type of person who hug easily, I think this punishment is fearful enough for me not to disobey.
After I finish this thing called "diary blog" this rule-punishment will start.
Interesting! I noticed something change about my fair feelings..Joy is greater than sadness now. ^_^.
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