YEAR 2011.
It was a great year full of experiences that teaches me to be a better person.
I was grateful that the year that open up to me with so much desperation and desires seems to end full of things to be thankful for and to enjoy.
Now i can see myself contented with where i am now. With my work (w/c i came back 1st month of the year).
With our new house in Lambkin (we transfer there before the year 2011 comes - October 2010) and i am used to be there even though i am traveling everyday and still not comfortable riding in the tricycle because of the air.
Im still learning how to mingle with so many neighbors and hope to be more friendly with them.
I am happy with what God is making me, the way He teaches me lessons everyday, the way things happen in His perfect way. I believe that God is moving and creating change inside of me and i want to be changed according to what He wants me to be. Finally, this year 2011, i understand now that even though you like others and you do your best to be appreciated by them, there are times that they don't and situations like this will hurt you...yet God is just teaching you how to be free. Free from doing things just to please others.
And now i am free from this kind of desire. I believe that God wants me to be me and He wants to see me doing things that i like because i enjoy doing it. And most especially I understand that i am created having the purpose of Glorifying God. Loving Him and enjoying being with Him. Doing things for Him. And knowing him more and more.
As what Hebrew 12: 1-2 says ... i need to turn from evil things and focus only to Jesus the perfecter of my Faith.!
There so many things to be thankful for this year 2011. Full of lessons.
And as the year ends i am looking forward to a new beginning.
"To love God more and be more closer to Him...my Heavenly Father through Christ Jesus my Lord and Savior."